Just a thought

I'm at a lost of words right now, its sad how people can just walk out of your life. But for some reason, those who walk out of my life come right back in and wish that they had done differently. I'm a person who forgives, who embraces them, and does everything in her power to make sure they are happy. But what happens when that one person who hurt you the most is the one person who regrets it the most. Its so easy to forgive, but its not easy to forget. I will continue to be the same person, the same loving person I was the entire time no matter what.

I ask the Lord to please make me strong at this time. When all the feelings rush back in to continue loving and to never forget that Jesus you love me every time I mess up, you love me every time I turned away, you loved me for me no matter what the situation was and thats what I live by Jesus. I will put aside the hurt and I will continue to open my arms and accept, accept the apologies, the regrets, the lost love that was once there.

People move on in life, I've moved on in life but my past will always be a great part of me and the people in it will always be a part of me. What if is always the question people have but I cant lay on that phrase I cant wonder what would have happened but accept that the Lord has brought me here and now for a reason for a purpose..I just need to work harder to figure out what that purpose is. So Lord please help me in this journey..make me strong.